Feeling much more positive!

Last weekend was probably one of the hardest of my life emotionally. I 'rested' monday and tuesday, went back to work wednesday but was sick all night and ended up resting on thursday too! I worked again on Friday and didn't suffer too much for it!

When I had my bleed, my boss cancelled my Saturday shift so I begged James to take the weekend off and spend time with me for the first time in a few months. (My darling boyfriend works 6 days a week, ten hour days so I can work part time and rest) so thats what he did :)

Friday night, we got dinner from the  chip shop and went down to the sea walls and sat watching the boats in the solent, then we went over to my parents new penthouse and met my younger brothers new girlfriend and had a drink on the balcony overlooking even more of the solent and the isle of wight ( I had elderflower presse that looked like wine in a wine glass... placebo effect :P ) which was lovely but after a day on my feet I needed my bed so we went home to chill out with Fishcake, the worlds strangest kitten.

Saturday we hopped on the ferry and then the fastcat and spent the day in Ryde on the Isle of Wight, we walked along the seafront, had lunch in a lovely mexican restaurant, did a spot of baby shopping and bought these:

Then we had an icecream and hopped back on the fastcat, we popped to mums for more drinks on the balcony then went for a lovely meal with my parents and my brothers new girlfriend.

Sunday, we sailed over to priory bay and had a bbq on the beach, had a swim and sunbathed then came home and had pizza.

All in all, a perfect weekend. I don't say it enough, but James is the reason I keep going when I feel crappy, he is so supportive, kind and wonderful, it helps that hes gorgeous too. I feel so lucky to be having a baby with my best friend. Looking forward to being a parent with the best partner in crime ever. I know I can count on him for anything and everything and that he works himself into the ground to make sure we have everything we need. Love you Jimmy Jams :)