Well, I didn't think I'd get this far! I'm due in two days and 100% ready for our baby bears arrival! The car seat is ready, the nursery is ready and mummy and daddy can't wait!
A lot has changed in the last 40 weeks, James has a new career and is back at college, I've lost lots of jobs due to my "condition" and we are now planning a wedding!
I think the main thing that I wish I'd been told when I found out I was pregnant is that you never stop worrying! Ever. All day all I think about is my little tummy pig! I wish I'd been told that some of my 'friends' would be absolute arseholes and not bother with me at all... But that new friends are easy to find and how much you appreciate the true friends in your life.
The only downer really on the whole thing at the moment is financial... But then who doesn't worry about money?! Unfortunately James doesn't have as many hours as he did over the summer, I've now given up work and our lodger is moving out. Household finances have dwindled to about a third of what they were.. However, with a very snazzy spreadsheet we've worked out we'll manage and both agreed on one thing... What more could we both want?! Baby very nearly with us, due to be married next year lovely house, lovely family, our health and a lot of happiness.
The thing I'm most excited about is James becoming a daddy, I wholly believe he will be the best dad to our baby and get all teary thinking about how lucky and blessed I am to have him by my side :)
Hopefully my next post will have a squishy baby face in :) or ill be moaning and over due! The main thing is that she comes safe and sound i can wait a little longer yet :)
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