Not many people know, but I am really, really suffering with pregnancy related anxiety since my bleeds. I didn't notice it myself til about 20 weeks but I don't seem to be able to leave the house (apart from going to work) without James, not even to go to the Co-op and struggle to persuade myself to go to the postbox. I can't really say why... I'm certainly not enjoying it, but I can't help myself. The thought of being out on my own is terrifying and I can't help but make excuses. I have managed to have a few exceptions and met a few friends for lunch but always made sure James knew where I am, what I was doing, who I was with and that he was meeting me after.
I really hope I haven't upset too many people by being so anti social... I'm hoping its just a phase. There are a few symptoms of pregnancy that seem quite common, like this, that noone tells you about.. I mean for gods sake, I was close to tears at the thought of going to my ante natal class and nearly cried a few times whilst there too...
Roll on October, I want my baby & my confidence back!
Chin up huni, least it’s just a phase; I suffer with it permanently so I feel your pain. Just do the things you enjoy as much as you can :)
ReplyDeleteFingers crossed this shift enough for me to see you this weekend my love. Much to talk to you about, I need your support as much as you need mine x Emily
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